Dugaan NYA~~

Dear Diaries,

lame x bercerita dgn blog ni.. bkn xde mse.. but keadaan yg xsesuai hehe

starting with on the 1st exam.. waaa its cool..
dgn jari kne kt besi den tertoreh la dlm 0.5 cm je bkn bsar pon

but... darah yg kuar 2 cm org kne kelar tw hahaha den pon xtw nape..
ok after that blk mlm terpijak paku lak

haishhh mcm2 la.. mcm petanda xbek je sume ni haha (org tua2 kt) ok apter a few days..

br aku tw ape sbb nye.. ade org 2 nk ptus kn hbngn dgn alasan yg xlogik..

(ooo ni sbb nye... ermmm terkedu gak r bce msg die yg tetba je 2) hehe

sy ni gah exam.. bleh plak ko anta msg cm2.. haaa mmg terbek la.. aku ske sgt la ko wt cni..

dh2 xnk ckp psl kau.. ape2 la xnk tw lalalalala

ada 1 mlm ni lutut aku sket sgt denyut2.. den tulang blakang pon sgt..

habaq hang xle tdo kot... dh la gah exam time.. hoho pas2 kn die melarat jd krem pulak dah..

haishh krem bkn yg kjap2 2... yg seharian 2.. smpi tgh tdo aku leh bngn diri la g jln2

mst membe2 aku ingt aku ngingau hahahaha saket laaa btolll tahan rse...

dh lega bnde 2 dtg pulak bnde yg plg sket.. ramai org xske nye la bnde ni..

its about migrain.... haiishh aku mmg ske migrain2 ni nk study snang sgt la tw hahahaha

skali die dtg xingt da... mmg cm nk pecah la.. rse nk mati pon ade.. huhu dh 2 hr dh ni..

skg ni alhmdlah ok sket la.. tp mlm kang xtw la kn... slalu mlm lg trok

nk2 pas aku bngn tdo... pehhh rse cm nk tumbang pon ade.. jln cm org mabok dh

now tngl lg 1 paper.. so 2 GOD... plzzz im bagging u........

bg la hamba mu ni peluang tok study n hbs kn the last paper..

pasni klu ape nk jd jd la.. MU nk tarik nyawa ku ke ape ke amik la huhu

xlarat ku nk tngng sket sume ni... 1 g aku xnk menyusahkan org huhu

guys... pray 4 me... 4 the last paper huhu hope so

Putus???

HE says : mulai esok.. xpyh msg aku g... kte putus

ME : ......??

Let it be..

Dear Diaries,

u can c i smile.. but inside.. u always make me cry n cry..

i try to pretend like nothing.. but it always hapen again n again..

i dun know until when i can stand with u.. u never change.. but i dont want to disapointed u..

so i decided 2 keep inside.. keep keep n keep... until when i dun know..

hopefuly i pray dat 1 day i found the happiness.. im sory.. i didnt mean it to talk sumting back behind u..

but... this only book that i have 2 wrote anything about my feeling.. coz u never here when i need u..

again im sory... now i feel lonely.. but let it be... as long as u hapy.. im hapy 2.. =)

Sweet Couple~~

ok.. bru lps tgk gmba2 fren aku yg dh "kawen"... so halal la gmba dorg 2 sume kn kn kn hahaha

muda2 dh kwen.. cm best je hahaha (jgn ckp aku gatal plak) juz nk share yg aku tgk sume nye sweet2..

tetba rse cm nk kwen la pulak kahkahkahkah tp lmbt g kot perjalanan ni sabo jela ker..ker..ker..

anyway congrats 2 kwn2 ku yg dh kwen.. cpt2 dpt baby.. xsabo nk men dgn ank2 korg plak hahaha

*bleep*

Miss My Mr.Bangalo...

huhuhuhu u can say wat ever u like... there have been a few weeks.. no joke no chill no smiley i heard from u.. it make me mish u... huhuhu choice has been made.. cant turn it back.. yeahhh its cool.. i know right now u stil angry with me.. u can put the blame on me.. its ok.. its hard 2 4get u.. hard 2 4get every single word that deep into my heart (ceeewah) hahaha i know u can get sum1 beter than me.. yesss u can.. =) theres only 1 thing i want from u that is pliz 4give me... i didnt mean it 2 hurt u.. its all about fate.. i also dont know whats going on.. i juz folow the rules that GOD was plan 4 us.. its our fate.. all come from HIM.. enjoy our life eventhough its not as wat we want.. juz ignore it.. HE knows wt the best 4 us.. (^_^) dis ladybird juz 4 us.. @_+

Hapy Birthday Sayang~~

selamat hari lahir.. semoge panjang umo n murah rezeki.. hapy2 selalu.. =)

someone had told me that "jgn sesekali kte sket kn hti org wlupon org 2 sering sket kn hti kte"

thanx 2 EN. BANGLO....?? I stil remember this.. ok..

 mcm biase wlupon sering x aku rse aku alone kamo sllu sket kn hti ku dgn bnde2 yg x logik..

 but.. how far i try 2 run away from u its stil failed..

 as usual as i learn 2 like sumeone else that person suddenly disapear..

aku penat dgn kt2 mreka.. pika.. ade bf..?? ade.. yelahhhh 2... ade.. xpnah tgk pon date.. ermmm

pika ko dh single ek..?? pika ko xde bf..?? yolah 2.... 

pika... nk jd buah hti i x..?? ermmm pas bp2 mngu mst diamkn dr.. wt aku ske korg pas2 diam

ermmmmmm penat lah weh wat ever... boringgggg... 

ok wlupon slalu terluke tp ko sorg je yg plg mengerti aku.. so terima knyataan nye..

now i know that the only person who knows everything about me eventhough u always hurt me..

 its u.. u the only one 4 me.. aku slesa begini.. biar lah dgn prangai ko 2..

aku harap 1 day ko akn berubah jugak jd mcm org len..

aku akn cube mnyimpan sgalenye selagi termampu..

 teruskanlah~~ aku d sni menjaga hati kamo..

  i love u... FENDIEKA SELAMANYA ;) 

=)

Dear MissCoK3Lat,

gudbye wednesday... macam-macam ada.. hahahaha

wat ever sikit pon x jatohkan mood aku.. yess stay cool pika..

alhamdulillah... ;)

Im HAppy...!!

HOT AIR BALLOON & FIREWORK

heyyy beep beep beep beep ngee~~ ;)

yesss at last... my dreams come true... belon panas n bunga api btol2 dpn mata.. 

slama ni juz tgk dr jauh.. now i know.. kte xperlu la nk g dgn sum1 special or sape2 jela yg kte harap..

enough with fmaly n frens.. i love u all ok muuuaxx~~ thanx guys enjoy it.. =)

Deactivated Facebook~~

ByE-ByE

hollaa... i decided 2 deactivated my account fb.. woooaaa~~

itss coool... yehhh im free... (flying without wings) hahaha

good bye 2 all memories.. new mood.. new life.. new style..new hobbies..

i feel peaceful after doing all this.. yehh coool guys.. ;)

thanx GOD.. i know wat the best 4 me.. its all about my future.

IMD PROJECT~~

BEFORE n HAS been REJECT hahaha

NEW LOOKING... ;)

Welcome To The Black Prade~~

here im back.. to the fake life n fake smile.. juz wana make others hapy.. 

no more fun.. if has its juz a fake hahaha ok what the.... lalalalala welcome to the dark side..

 im here... yuuuhuuu love 2 come back 2 the dark planet again... 

heyyy i misss uuuu hahaha ok...

 whats the $$#$@$!@^$# things i will do right now..??? 

ermmm juz on the plan... still thinking... still planning.. hahaha ok next plan.. 

find another person to make their life happiness... n after that burn myself...

 yessss thats me... ngee~~~ i love the fate that U give 2 me..

 eventhough its hard 4 me but i still thankful 2 u...

 coz i know everything does hapen there must be a reason.. 

so enjoyy even my life in a dark.. heyyy i like this song.. ONLY IN THE DARK~

Oh No~~

huh...?? suratan or kebetulan..?? hahahah oh god 1 bus with "them"...?? ok firstly juz ignore it..
juz act like nothing hapen.. im not say that i dont like "them".. but... when i c they face....
 hahaha (like a lyric in a song)

ok2... sumting that im not comfortable.. i can remember clearly wat thus hapen between us..
 ok when arrived in ipoh.. i ask my classmate 2 take me to the hostel bcoz im walk alone ok..
all my roommate going back at different time.. so how come i will going back alone by taxi..??
oh no.. sure i dont want waste my money for that hahaha ok his coming with a "car"...
 n my friend said if there all our student 2..?? coz they look at us like.............. hahahaha damn...
 perlu ke nk tgk cm2..?? sume kt kolej ni boy n gurl pangkat adik aku je kot..
 xde nye nk bercintan2.. sory ok.. sume pngl aku kakak..
 so whats ur problem..?? watching us like that..??
 r u jealous..?? coz u just take a taxi 2 going back...??? hahahaha (laughing like an evil) 

Im Sory~~

congrats~~ 4 the 1st time my tears fall coz of u.. huh..?? y..?? 

cos im jus started 2 like u.. ermmm wat ever.. 

yesss its hard 2 understand me.. n 4 me  its more difficult 2 understand people out there.. 

ur words tonite really touch my heart.. n its raining here.. 

ermmm.. u make me so shamed on u.. ok wat ever..

 i juz want 2 apologize im so sory coz lately im disturb u.. im sory.. i didnt mean it.. 

from now on i dont want 2 disturb u anymore.. ok juz act as usual..

 coz i really shamed on u 4 what has u juz said 2 me tonite.. its not ur false.. its my mistake..

 ok dats all.. *bleep*

gggggrrr~~

bengang btol lah... cuti smngu je.. koje mcm cuti sebulan.. adoiii ingt aku xde kje len ke nk wt..

dh lme xblk umh mcm2 lew adeh... ni 1 lg cobaan.. dh baek je aku plan nk siapkan stat smlm..

tetba sket prot pulak.. gle2 saket.. smpi lembik aku kne...

siap kne test lg amik sample kt makmal eeeuu~~ geli kot hahahahaha 

kantoi~~ botol die bg 2 punye lah kcik.. 

tp mak aku kt die tw cmne aku amik...hahahaha malu~~ xpe mak aku je.. 

xpyh lah nk cite cmne kn lu pk sndri lah wakakaka~ ni pon saket2 lg kot.. 

mcm ade duri tercucok plak rase.. adehh mcm2.. sudah lew aku nk sehat xnk saket ok...!!

dh bnyk kje xsiap2 lg bp hr nk bk ipoh mngu dpn nk anta.. so aku tersgt lah tension..

smpi ade owg 2 kne mrh hahaha pdn muke.. sape sruh cri psl lalalala~~ 

2 en D_ _ sory yo... lalalalala ok2 i need hiburan.. 

now gah plan dgn my gurlfren miss S_ _ _ _ _ p karok n shop skit.. hahaha

xleh bla perot saket lg tp degil... n ujan kot.. arhggg lantak lah..

pas2 nnt nk mnta tlg die bg idea projek aku ni.....hehehehe

ok ni antra projek aku.... (bkn yg btol) ni amik dr tenet je.. yg ori ondaway hahaha

DPM

Unlucky~~

~Uwaaaaaaa~

mngu yg pnuh cobaan.. hp rosak... then firsly cover camera ilang.. 

secondly rm50 ilang from walet..

thirdly rm100 ilang from akaun in cimb bank.. huh..??? sgt plik...

n then terpijak kerongsang.. esok nye terpijak paku..

lastly hp jatoh dlm toilet.. (hp abg aku ok) berkecai.. 

cover blakang die dgn pantasnye meluncur ke dlm tandas

n xdpt nk d selamatkan... nsb bateri n bdn aku dpt.. klu x masak lah weh..

nk kol mak aku cmne aku kt bus stop medan gopeng time 2..

hp aku dh lah koma xbngn2 haram je...

nk dipendekan aku rse hp aku 2 xnk blk ipoh kot....

mse ondaway nk blk umh aku ckp dgn ayh aku.. 

singah kdai lah mcm biase repair hp yg gediks ni~~

pas2 tghjln aku sje on sbb sblm ni mmg cm2 bila blk kl je mmg lah kan......

aku onnnnnnn die hidoppppp wehhhhh hampeh btol lah....

kt ipoh xnk idop.... ermmm musykil aku..

 tp 2 stil kne btol gak lah sbb die dh koma lme

software otak die pon senget.. jmpe amoi 2 asyik snyum jelah kn.. 

sbb dh phm gst dgn c merah gediks aku 2..... hahahahaha

Air Mata~~

AL-FATIHAH... ya allah patot lah lately ni aku rse len je.. mcm ade bnde nk jd..

ye 2 lah kelebihan aku.. tp aku xleh nk ramal sapekah org nye.. 

sbb 2 sume takdir kuasa dr NYA..

aku hanya boleh hidu tanda2 n rase sendri 2 je.. meneka siapakah bkn kerja aku..

rupe nye... ermmm bdk kolej aku jugak org nye.. 

aku xleh bayang perasaan org2 yg syg kn die skg ni

terutama parents die.. mreka menanti kpulangan ank kesayangan.. yg dh lme xjmpe..

 tba2...yg ade kt dpn dorang.. sebujur jasad yg xbernyawa...???

 ya ALLAH..... klu lah itu aku.... ermmm... aku sempat cite kt mak aku td..

mak aku kt......... KESIAN... MAK DIA.... :'(

Biarkanlah~~

grrrrrr.... xhbs2 nk syco aku... bile time ok 2 gelak je gle2.. bile x ok...
ermmm wat ever... boring...!! ( u said)

xphm btol lah ngan prangai ko.. jap ok jap cm 2..
mcm2 tok wan betol lah.. huh..~~ 

haishhh~~ knp lak aku nk kne phm prangai ko ni... adoi.. plik2..

knp lak aku nk pk ek... ermmm...............?????
dh2 cool jew... mcm ko ckp wat ever..... lalalalalala
agak kepelikan jg lately ni i on9 u off9 ermmm...
(okey.. bad feeling....!!  wawawawawa)

ok2 fine... mls dh nk kaco ko lg cmni... wt rilek jew...
 tp aku taip jg hahahaha sengal..~~ 

ok2 sye berjanji n bersetia yg sye.... xnk kaco kamo lg...
okey trun tngn... huhuhuhuhu

Im Waiting 4 It Hapens~~

‎~~Biarkan berlalu,,,,Semua kepedihanmu,,,Lelapkan matamu,,,

Biarkan mimpi membawamu,,,Ke mana kau mahu,,

Selamat malam,,Tidurlah sayangku,,Siang kan tiba bercahaya,,

Bermula baru semua untukmu,,

Biarkan berlabuh tirai kisah semalam,,Yang indah itu ada padamu,,

Dengan setiap impian dan harapan,,Selamat malam,,

Tidurlah sayangku,,Siangkan tiba bercahaya,,

Bermula baru semua untukmu,,,

Kan ku menjadi arjuna dalam mimpi-mimpimu,,

Kan ku panah tepat ke jiwamu atas nama cintaku,,,,~~

thanx 4 sing a song 2 me... ~~ u make me a litle bit hapy.. u make me smile.. ;) 

Hapy Birthday 2 U~~

hapy beday NUR AISHAH MARIAH BT SHAHRIZAD

syg kamo.. windu kamo.. bwekkk~~

acah bucuk.. jidah mangiew... ^_^

Hate This Feeling~~

whats going on..?? what it is..?? what..?? when..?? where..??

huh... watever.. as usual.. its hapen again.. agian.. n again..

huh.. bored.. wat ever.. like i care.. its nothing.. its empty..

what..?? no answer.. no question.. no reason..

lastly no comment.. thanx..

HYE.........................................................

Waaaaaa lame nye....... x on blog.. hehehehe mmg lah bz.. tp ade jugak try bukak but runtime error lah pulak hahahahaha ni sume berok maxis punye psl.. alhamdulillah...~~ selesai sudah 2 projek n 1 ni aku plg takot skali sbb aku mmg xreti ok.. tp ok lah pas membe aku tunjuk2 lastly aku rse sronok lak wt nye.. wlupon tension gile smpi 6 pg bru tdo  kol 7.15 bngn blk.. nsb aku bleh bngn hahahaha so TIRED ok..!! but overall my life its ok lah.. ermmm IM LOST WORD... hahahahaha bnyk nk cite.. tp berok nye psl.. bile dh ok line aku lupe lak apekah cite nye.. so lantak lah pass is pass.... xyah ingt.. chop.. mmg xingt pon hahahahahaha thanx 2 asignment cos make me forget about my real life.. xpk ape dh.. just pokus nk anta je koje nye.. lalalalalala ok PAPAI.

Kisah Masyarakat~~

sume cm padang pasir.. tah pape jew.. melayu ooo melayu.. nsb aku de cmpor ckit darah cine hahahaha

ahhhh jgn nk jeles lah kn.. ape2 pon aku tetap mlayu skg.. dah mmg kaum kte cmni.. kuat jeles!! tah pape je.. cmni bile nk maju weh?? sume bab owg melayu kte lemah.. stiap yg berbangsa melayu mst lah beragama islam kn.. mne lah letak nye iman n akal korg yg waras 2..?? aku bkn nk banga kn kaum cina or yg len.. tp aku sgt suke tgk sosial life dorg in society ok xpecialy chinese.. bkn yg kt club2 2 lah mangkok.. im not talking about that.. huh kasar kan ayt aku..?? sbb aku dh bosan.. so aku mintak maap awal2 lah klu rse xslese.. aku x 

mengkarot pon ok.. aku just memekak je lalalalala~~

~Ekonomi~

emmm tgk dr segi ekonomi jelah ko tgk kt ptaling street 2..peehhh pnuh kaum die je kn.. tp cmne dorg bersaing..?? masing2 untung n kadang2 kureng jugak lah.. tp dorg xkesah sume 2.. sbb dorg sling menghormati klu dpt 2 rezeki masing2 kt mreka.. pehhh best x ayt die?? kte ni org mlayu ade x otak 2 pk cm dorang?? ade..?? xde kn.. xpyh nk klentong lah.. ko tgk je contoh kdai mkn lah snang kn.. xboleh ade saingan.. klu org 2 lbh ckit je.. mule lah g jmpe bomoh.. fuuuh sn fuuuh sni.. weh xmalu ke weh..?? org cine 2 pon tw phm rezeki masing2 dr tuhan.. ni kn pulak kte org mlayu beragama islam lg korg xreti pk ke..?? skit2 nk betekak aduuuh aku malu lah.. knp org2 kte cmni ek..?? org 2 kaye skit je mule lah alaaa die ade lah 2 die bla bla bla.. weh boleh x jgn msk cmpr hal org.. rezeki masing2 kot.. die rajin die kaye r.. yg ko dok mlepak kdai kopi smpi tue pon xkaye2.. lg 1 mak bapak sebok nk kjar duniawi cri hrta nk bw msk kubur agk nye bajet klu kaye hot lah kn.. smpi ank pon hot kuar paper bunuh org lah rogol ank org lah jd mat rempit.. sedar ke x sume 2 bangsa sape yg plg bnyk???? kompem melayu ok.. xpyh nk tegak kn bennag yg basah.. 

aku meluat dgn sume ni...

~Cinta~

mslh cinta ni pon prob gak.. mmg lah klu d ikot kn kte kne ikot sunnah nabi n ajaran nye kn hukum halal haram sume 2.. tp ni zaman moden kot dh akhir zaman mne de g org yg btl2 ikot cre 2 klu de pon bpe je dlm 10% kot.. yg len mst ade gak terpesong ckit2.. ok2 aku bkn nk ceramah kos aku bkn pndai sgt nnt salah dose wooo... korg perasan x..?? ank2 mlayu kte skg yg skolh tadika 2 pon dh pndai nk cintan2 ni hahaha skali dgr klaka tp berbilion2 dgr xde klaka nye saket hti ade r.. cmne sume ni leh jd r..?? isu remaja kwen mude..pas2 cerai pon mude..pas2 ank pon terbiar.. wow sedar x kte sume ni bnyk dh kmbli ke zaman dlu.. kte kne ingt dlu len skg zaman moden.. mmg lah bnyk alasan yg aku dgr kwen awl bgus n leh elak maksiat.. ok jwpn aku snang je.. kpala otak ko lah kn.. ko agak2 ko dh ckup mampu ke nk jg ank org?? ko dh ckup berjasa ke nk bls jasa mak bapak ko 2..?? ko x ingin ke nk bekerja bls budi org tue ko.?? apsal lah gatal sgt.. pas2 cerai.. ank pon tungang langang last2 jd cm setan.. ni lah sume punce nye.. sklai lg aku tny perasan x..?? majoriti nye melayu lah bonzai.. contoh plg dekat ko g tgk artis2 2 je.. kn kn kn~

~Chinese Life~

aku bkn nk perlekehkan kaum aku sndri.. tpi aku nk kte sume blaja dr kesilapan.. xmstinye kte xleh ikot cre dorg.. ape yg baik kte amik..ape yg xelok kte wt xtw jelah jgn nk ikot plak.. ok aku cte ckit kaum cine nye life dorg pon mcm kte gak tp dorg gne akal tok cri duit tw.. xyah g jauh ko g tgk kt bb je blambak salesman dlm 2 ko g tgk kaum ape..??dorg ni yg aku respek sgt dorg sgt rajin berusaha cri wang sndri tampung diri.. cuti skolh je g kje kt mne2.. sbb majoriti kaum cine ni ade fmali bisnes xkesah lah yg gempak ke biasa2 ke dorang xpenah ade prasaan malu.. dorg kje ape je..sbb 2 dorg berjaya weh.. bab cintan n plajaran.. tpu lah ckp dorg  xcinta.. dorg cinta weh.. tp kte xnmpk.. sbb dorg jnis pntgkn frenship.. dorg xkisah awek or balak dorg nk lpk dgn sape n slalunye akn lpk ramai2.. mcm kwn2 biasa tp ade hbngn dlm 2.. bkn cm mlayu kte r kn ko dh ade awek/balak..?? ok xnk kacau.. knp u kuar dgn die.. knp u..??? eeeeeuuu~~ plis lah matang ckit.. klu ko bnyk tny mkne nye ko xcye kt kekasih ko.. so ape g break jela semak idop je.. aku plg benci tol bab ni lah xde teman kwn2 lah lpk.. dh ade special kwn2 wt xnmpk je.. cm haram lah kn.. aku dh muak lah dgn sume ni.. xde otak punye org.. ape yg nk d jeleskn pon xtw r.. kwn is kwn jelah.. eeeeee menyusahkan otak aku tw x.. bonzai aku bnyk btol kes cmni.. bosan~~ laki pompuan sume sme je.. yg bezakan kte skg iman.. so wateva lah kn i belive in karma what goes around comes around~~ THE END.

Kenangan~~